2:25 now..im in ma schs self access room ..bloggin ma heart off..jus finished my customer service care lesson..mrs yeo had to rush off fer a meetin so she let us off early..had no way else to go so ushered maself to tha self access room..oh yes, fer ma first break i went to risen christ at toa payoh..its accession day todae..prayed n stuff..been ages since i last stepped into church n decently prayed, boi.. =( but it was all good..b4 tt went to toa payoh library..borrowed 4 books..ENGLISH ones.. lol..wanted to get more of jane greens' books but cudnt find any ard..
so i got other interesting books instead..durin ma 1st break, it was shitty..cuz i calld ma malboro baby on his cell..we had tis major arguement..cuz he wanted a break up..nt seein him so often so he got pissed off..like wtf..he shud understand ma position..i dun get to leave tha house as n when i feel like it..like harlow..!!! i'll prolly be back late in d nite..n i wud have to stand outside fer fuckin hours..save it, balls..
i jus msg ma baby boi..he took so farkin long to reply..he jus dusnt care tt i want him to take the effort n reply me..like im doin everythin..its like tis one man show tt im doin n he gets all laid back bout it..i cant stand it..i really love him so much and yet he dusnt seem to feel ma love fer him....
but im glad his all mine now..finally..hope ma relationship wit him last.. really hope =))
i'll blog sometime later tis week..
see ya ard..