got back home ard 5+ ..darn shaggd..yes, i received a reminder from sch for poor attendance..SHIT LA..i lied to ma dad..cuz he screamed at me without hearin me explain..wtf..all tha more i shud jus save ma arse rite??..but i noe he aint stupid lar..mom made tasty mee goreng.. yummy..had it wit green tea..feelin super full..so here i am bloggin away..went sch todae..was boring shit..had SW..i hit the ball too hard n it landed on shu fangs' head..it was a hard one..glad shes fine nw..sorry, shu fang..i guess i was too frustrated..bt yeah im fine nw..yes, im kinda fine wit hidayah nw..i dunno why but at times i jus wanna move away from her..like keep a distant..but yeah were okay nw..nuthin much happened todae..argued wit ma guy as usual..its like an everythin thing..arghh..his batt low so he'll prolly msg me later or tmw..(i hope !) i love him so much..i dunno but at times i jus wanna argue wit him cuz he dun give me tt much attention..i crave fer it all tha time...like god dame it..GIVE IT TO ME, hun..cant wait to hang out wit him on ma bdae..i miss ma x..i loved him so much..in fact, too much..its so hard goin on life without him..his in tha army..jus hope his doin fine..i cant believe he left me all alone..i love u , ah bee..i noe i shudnt be sayin tis cuz DARN IT ! i am attached but heck '..at least im bein honest..

ma 17th bdae comin soon..1st september, baby..were gonna paint tha town red..i dun wanna big party..i jus want sumtin private wit ma boo..like hang out sumwhere..n jus be in his arms..be more then enuff..i always wanted a dirty strip tease party..wit hot reggae songs blastin thru tha speakers..wit babes shakin their booteyy n boobies..n guys pourin cold iced lemonade on their bodeyy'..*sizzles* haha quit dreamin, kristen sharon..

priya (thamendi) jus called..were supposed to meet up todae but YEAH! she had sumtin else..went home straight afta sch..

*hearing tempted to touch (rajhav feat 2 play)

dads watchin rtm 2 news..moms in ma room fast asleep..darn it i have sch tomoro..8:15 am..it sucks when u gotta get up early..fer like SCH? shit ! but yea counted already..4more months n im done wit sch..yippee..!!jus downloaded few awesome reggae songs..cant wait to copy it onto ma mp3..n jus groove, baby.. =) i cant wait to hit the sac but i have to wait fer ma boi to msg..its like i cant get to sleep without hearin from him..its like im sleepin thru a nitemare..i scolded him like hell..i threw hurtful words at him..err abusive ones too..n all he cud say was "sorry dear"..so sweet , ryte?..ha ~ i bet his jus "ma gawd, shes jus a bitch..i'll play her out someday".. lol..i jus wanna play safe..dun wanna love him too much..

i've nt spoken to ma cuzzies fer a long long time..man !! they came over to ma crib a few months back..i kinda hid in ma room thruout..felt extremely bad afta tt..jus had nothin to say to em..n i was feelin bad cuz i had tis major fight wit ma x, vikram..i was hit..n he got hit too..so yeah...hahaah fair n square..i cried buckets..eyes was swollened..yes, i miss ma cuzzies(anna,jude n mark)..espec andre..miss u , babies..oh yes, anna bdae jus passed..neva even called her........forgot bout it..hahaa...i'll make it up to her soon..

k gotta hit tha sac...fuck ya'll.