was on tha phone wit ma boi..his busy fishing his gutts out at changi seaside..im super pissed..like he rather fish then hang on tha phone wit me..i called him from ma friggin cell..like i dun even care bout tha bill n stuff..(note:ma july bill was $350..usin singtel..bloodsuckin man)..we always end up arguin..it sucks big time..but at times im jus so lurvin it..cuz tts the only time i get all tha love n attention..like when i hang up on him..n then quickly text him demandin fer a break up..n then i'll get him beggin me to come back..haha~..its like tis friggin routine..i noe i sound pwetty cheap..but jus cant help it boi..
i dunno wats up wit me..but i do gotta major attitude problem..it stinks..haha..i want him all fer maself..i dun want him playin me cuz im dead serious bout US..i jus hope his aware of tt n his nt playin some sick game on me..i noe it gets irritatin when i keep questionin him whether or nt his serious bout me..i jus wanna get it right..like re-assurance crap'..i wanna be loved n b treated tha right way..nt tt im nt treatin the way i wanna be treated.. =) we text each otha alot..like everydae..his gonna get his drivin licence soon..i so wanna pimp his ride..i dun really like the idea of him gettin his licence..cuz he drinks alot..he cant really hold his liquor..note:his NOT an alcoholic..but somehw he jus get those stuff in his hands..so yah..
12.04 nw..bet his still fishing..hope he aint doin anythin behind ma back..im in bishan nw..n his in changi..ma gawd..i noe i noe..no sense of trust..so why am i still stuck on him, rite??..hahaa..gee, i dunno maself..i mean i js feel protected wit him by ma side..neva felt tis way b4..i hope im nt in tis relationship fer all tha wrong reasons..i love him..n i noe he feels tha same..we jus gotta get out more..n jus feel each other..n im sure everythin be in place rite after tt..n yes, ma attitude..gosh~
enuff bloggin..im gonna be up tonite waitin fer his sms..pwetty pls msg..hahaha..
good nite ..(tis time final) haha..
