orh man..i miss tt bloody bastard..heard his doin a 8 to 5 job..wateva~ cant even afford to return ma 20 bucks..thank heavens i got his address..aint lettin him off baby..i dunno why but in me i feel like im still in love wit him..but im in denial..the ego issues n everythin..they do play a part, ya noe'?..i dun care a hoot bout tha 20 bucks but if ya wannna person to get outta ur life for good nt even wanting to be friends..i seriously feel u shudnt be owin anythin to each other..jus return wateva u owe..n tt includes money..i noe some readin tis will be like "gosh, moneyminded, PERIOD!"..but look at it tis way..isnt it tha best option since u want tt person out fer good..??! i guess i'll jus hold ma opinions to maself n nt shoot it all out..he changed his friggin cell number..haaha..cold rat..i cant believe his sucha coward dicky..tha fact tt i went ova his crib..n he hid inside his room..n his maid was goin like "i knock knock BUT he no open tha door"..n then when i called his cell he said tis "i noe u brought along gangsters to whack me rite? u think i seng kei (TRANSLATION :stupid fuck) issit??... hahahah i was luffin ma boobies off..i mean im nt capable of doin sucha thing..or mayb nt..but ya..lord jesus christ..wasted trip but heyyy tt was hw i got to noe ma beloved..

he was smokin his balls off under some block in pasir ris..i thought he was vikram so i pointed...n then i went closer DARN IT !! aint no vikram, balls..i was wit prabu so yeah..i gave vikram a final call beggin him to come down n jus return the money n we'll be over n done fer GOOD (since tt was wat he wanted)...he hung up on me..i cried so much..n then i approached the guy i pointed (NOTE: his ma boo now)..hahaa..i was all teary..jus cryin hysterically..he was wit his other friend..n they were luffin..i felt like slappin them..haha ..they kept teasin me tt i jus came down all the way from bishan to pasir ris fer tha fuckin dow??..NOT TRUE OKAY!!! i wanted to badly patch up wit ma x..so i made the money issue a big deal..but i noe it aint nuthin to me...ma guy has some issues wit tt bastard vikram..so yeah he jus told me stuff on wat happened in tha past.....*fat kiss* glad its all over nw..im kinda glad he changed his number or else it be aweful..

i love u , malboro baby.. =) *mwacks*