rusty cross i was crucified onto

its an early tues morng..got up kinda early..drank coffee..n nw bloggin away..schs at 1:15..so nt up fer it..its always tha same thing..countdown: 1mth 3wks to go n tts tha end of sch life in ite bishan..nt plannin to return fer highr ntc..i mean duh~its horrible..im nt tha least interested in tha course im in.. =) i dun wanna waste ma folks $..soooooo i'll mug super hard fer tis sems' exam..n then TADA im outta there fer good baby'

no more waking up n draggin ma feet n ass to sch..or jus gazin at ma watch waitin to leave the gates of hell..its gonna be awesome shit lar.. =) i cantttt wait !!! ahahaha....ma frens are plannin to change course n sch..but i noe ite aint ma cup of tea..i mean im nt braggin watsover..tha fact tt i got ma ass in ite cz i din do well fer ma Ns..scored a fuckin 11 pointers..all thanks to ma darn malay ppr..'

i seriously waanna do ma dip in mass comm..wudnt it be thrillin to go on air..n have fun deejayin??yuummyyyy*

okay...i guess i gonna head back to bed..see ya'll

niteezzzzzz =))

its 4pm sharp..doin nuthin..jus lazing ard..went bugis junc in tha morning wit ma mom..had to change ma sim card cuz it was faulty..din use ma ph fer 3 solid days..i thought i cud retrieve the msgs but everythins jus gone..thank god tha contacts still intact.. =))

thanks to mommy..shes tha best lar..i get almost wat i want...it gets horrible at times..i mean i feel like im freeloading..it sux lar..i love ma mom..shes jus so nice to me..in fact, too nice i fear losing her...i love u mom..n ma dadddy too..whenever i need cash, its never a NO! instead, "here, u need more?issit enuff"??n when im out partyin the nite away....ma folks be callin..n they be like "if its late, take a cab..dun follow anyone..come back home early..mommy daddy love u"...its so fuckin sweet man.. i feel like a lil gal all over again..like im 17,,, man..im treated like a friggin princess....

im jus so fortunate..the foods oways on tha table..fan is runnin fer ma comfort..clean sheets..fresh pure water.. (got the heater if its too cold)..comfy shoes to wear..trendy up to date clothes in ma closet..gotta tv in ma room..man....wat more can i ask fer?im jus so bloody fortunate n yet it still dusnt sink in..i mean "yet to sink in!"..im seriously in needa reality check..mayb like a "child swap"..get to be in tha shoes of someone unfortunate..mayb then i'll realise wats hardship all bout.i dun even have to fuckin work..or slog out..n yet i get ma sch pocket dow..

LIKE DARN it...can someone jus check me in some hospital n gimme a jab wit 500 volts in it..??i noe it will work..n help me appreciate ma folks n the luxury life i've..

soo....

someone?

\m/ -hearing kagna-desi remix-

heyy guys..man been ages since i blogged..okay fer the record, its 16 sept,11:33 am now..in ma crib chattin n bloggin.. (multi-taskin)! ..im so screwed..ma sim cards faulty..so i cant retrieve msgs..or make any calls watsover..darn it..i cant do without ma phone..so i dun think i be hangin out ova the weekeds..prolly stay at home..tha usual thing..besides, i dun really have the dow..ya noe' nt bein fussy or anythin..but seriously i cant do without ma cell..so in a way, im bein a fussy pussy bout it..LOL!

ysterdae, had tis lame spotcheck..was so unexpected..i was caught fer ma "zebra-fied" checkered shoes..haha..they prolly jealous larr..thanni (ma form teacher) yelled at me..she was like "i told ya bout it2"..oh well~ ma frens were like use the marker pen n draw it so tt it be all black..NO WAY! tha shoes 19.90 bt it looks good shiat...yawns*

-hearing tempted to touch rupee feat daddy yankee-

mmoms beside me..checkin her work roster list..edmond is sleeping..ray went kL..dads at work...ermmm..11:38 nw..cant wait fer 1noon...new season of survivor..that can actually have me get thru the day..or it be bored shit...fuckkk lar..im so nt used to livin without ma phone..bet have tons of msgs n miss calls..ma bill fer last month was 186 bucks..ma folks kinda gave me 3 mths grace..they paid all ma bills..so nw its high time tt they jus sit ard n see me get thru the days, weeks n mths without *ahem heavy choke* ma phone??.. =((

-hearing mr big man to be with you-

had bread wit choco cream..n ice water..hmmmmmm cravin fer sumtin spicy..talkin bout spicy, mom made her very own mee goreng ysterdae..i text her in sch ..hahaa...i love her lar..n yes, ma daddy too..tha fact tt she struggled fer me..

i love u , mom.. =))

tis sucks..i feel terribly hurt..i jus got cheated..by tis bugger..i thought he knew me best..he was like ma bestie..someone i can trash n bitch to..i thought he was the one..i loved him so much..jus months back, i suffered a major break up..n when i met tis guy, i thought everythin be over..ma nitemare..tha constant ones i had at nite..it suck biggie time....when i went ova pasir ris(to ma x bf crib)..i met this guy.we hit off pretty well..got to noe him..went on wit him fer like a month or so..we made out quite alot..but NO sex ..lol..n then boom! his avoiding me nw..like completely..i love him soooooooo much......i dunno if its a crush or anythin of tha sort..lord, i dun wanna talk bout it no more..

*hearing for a moment like tis by kelly clarkson*

awesome song =0 gr8 way to start of tis kewl tuesday morning..darn it..i miss oprah show..fuck..ahhh i still have the 1pm to catch..nt goin out todae..cuz yeah ran outta cash..ma bdae is comin soon..bet the dow be flowin in..hahaha.. =) cant wait baby! bloody hell..im bored shit..hearin some songs n jus bloggin..im hungry too..prolly make toast wit egg lata..coffee still there..i cant be drinkin too much of coffee man cuz im supposed to losing weight..hahaa..like fer REAL! i dyed ma hair last nyte..mom took half..i took the remaining..love the colour, dude..

its bright..dun give a damn if i were to get caught..like whu gives a flyin fuck...ma guy..he didnt bother to call last nite..cried maself to sleep..the usual thang'..yawns* he went fer tis class challet thing..bet was drinkin tha nite away..i miss him badly..but he dusnt seem to care..like wtf..im his gal fer heavens sake..oh well~..i think i wanna break up...it aint ma loss, btw...i dun need a jerk like him man...im betta off alone ..independently sexayy babe.. =0yummy....will update more pics in time to come..no worries man...u guys take care...

peace out [thunder crashess!!!)